Studies. Everyone has to study if they want to become big. The thing is that if I have to top the class I'll have to give in additional efforts. One of them is studying in the holidays. I do that, but the thing is I don't feel like doing it these holidays. My Dad and Mom always keep on nagging me for my studies. Now, I have grown used to this nagging. So, if there is no one to nag me about for anything then I don't feel like doing anything. There is the problem. My parents, specially my Mum, have to go out for work. If there is no one at home I seriously don't feel like studying. I need some distraction during studies, then only I feel like studying. Now, I write too and I write well (that's what I think. If I don't, please comment.) and I got very less marks in the subjects I like. I think that I feel as if I understood and I didn't or I understood but I can't give the exam. I hope its the second reason. If its the first reason, I think I'll change my profession to a writer. If not writer, then just a normal stupid job which I'll never be happy with. Its so difficult to decide what to become. I want to go to America. Follow my dreams and see them come true. I really don't know what to do. I need a way to get out of this... stage, if that is what I should call it. I need to concentrate on my studies which I am not able to. Huh! I was never able to put my thoughts straight. I always.... what should I call it? Mix up or mess up. OK I'll try.
Studies is a very, to the power infinite, serious topic for me. Am I just racing or can I win without racing i..e understand everything and still get less marks in the exam? Or should I just understand, which I do, and go give the exam coolly without thinking how many marks will I get. I need marks because the Indians know the education system in India. Every college, institute and school care only about marks. So, I think, marks are very important to me.
Studies are important, guys, dont neglect them. (Doesn't it sound as if Im trying to console myself? Actually I am, fifty percent!)
Well, studies are important to an extent but dont make it an obsession. You are aware that understanding is more important and marks matter only till you reach undergraduate level. After that its the understanding and the hard work that takes you on the path of seeing your dreams coming true. As for not able to concentrate, it happens since you have so many various interests and distractions going on in your mind. Just take a little grip on yourself. Cheers!
ReplyDeletePeople will not give me jobs if I dont have good marks. I think I need good marks. and tell me how can i get good marks till d undergraduate level
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IF YOU GET LESS MARKS, YOU HAVNT UNDERSTOOD WELL.IF YOU GET AWSOME MARKS, YOU UNDERSTOOD VERY WELL.
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But Dad i understand n i get less marks. ask me any Questions n i'll ans it. Now tell me.
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